My heart goes out to all. I myself is in need and everyday I sit and try to find my way out of situations. I must say that I am blessed to have a roof over my head and at least bread and water to feed on but sometimes I feel as if I may not be around long to take care of my 3 year old son. Although the reason for my feeling this way seems so small to some it is a big bothersome for myself. I need healthcare coverage for myself and my son. We do not qualify for government medical assistance. I am willing to pay for my own insurance but I've been searching for over 2 months now and every medical insurance quotes I've gotten positively cannot afford. I have female problems that cannot afford to pay a doctor, lab tests, and presciptions out of pocket and the county health department does not handle the situation. This is depressing and is wearing me down mentally, emotionally, and physically but I try to stay strong for my son because if I give up on life he won't have one at all. I pray for all, please pray for me.